It always annoy the crap outta me when people say "FML" especially when you hear it from a "preppy girl" because they always have to be so dramatic about everything, don't they!? do they really need to complain about everything? yeah, well, i'm going to be a hyprocrite today and say "FML". I'm so stressed out right now, and I shouldn't even be blogging but whoopdeedoo. Here I am writing more on my blog than I am on my essay. If only essays were this easy -___-" So I love socials class and all, it's probably the only class where I'm learning something interesting, but seriously, I don't believe in essays. I should've been done this on Friday, but teacher extended the due date to be Tuesday, and now it's Monday and I'm not even halfway done... and when I realize that, I get even more stressed out! Ugh, parents keep getting me to do all the chores around the house, and later I have to go do more chores, and earlier today I happened to walk under a ladder. Twice. Pretty much, I keep making all these mistakes today, like not warning people about stuff and making them stress out too, and ugh, why do I have to have socials first thing tomorrow morning!? I guess that just means it'll be an all-nighter for me tonight. ahh, I <3 blogs. They're my personal stress reliever :) Alright, one paragraph done, another twelve to go :( Socials essay, here I go again :(

[ rant ] sometimes i consider having people call me Mel becuse everyone seems to have this problem of not being able to remember 3 syllable names. i've only been called Lan, Mimi, Milly, Melanie, Melissa, Jeannine, or Olivia, oh, a few hundred times 8-) kay i'm done :) [ /rant ]

school's over, and it still hasn't hit me yet! probably because i have a science provincial coming up on tuesday :( but still, SUMMER '09! i've been waiting and waiting and waiting for soo long because this school year was a crap year. or so i thought. i used to think that grade 10 was so frickin miserable for me, but i realized that it wasn't too bad! first school year without Lan, so that was a bit of a change. met so many new people this year, people that i probably wouldn't have opened up to if i didn't feel so lonely. navroop, sukhi, stacy, vanessa, et cetera. my lunch hours were officially spent with the lovely tasha + priyanka who i love dearly :) it's so funny, how tash was bff with both priyanka & i, but we (pk & i) didn't really know each other. but now i love you both equally and we've made so many memories :) haha and my planning people! can't believe we never even bumped into each other before and now it's like, classes together all year round! AND FRENCH CLASS OMG! had the best people ever, and played tic-tac-toe-tee with jenny, and laughed at chris & jon's derpiness and then marking everything right LMFAO! had a lot of firsts too! for example, i joined field hockey, and i never ever join any extracurricular activities! also took a higher-grade class, english 11 to be exact, and i was lucky to have almost all the gr11's i knew (which isn't much) in that class (like ada!). hm, grade 10 = first time for provincials! scary, and still got that science one coming up. oh, first time volunteering too! SO much fun, can't believe i didn't start earlier. hm, what else. lost some friends but gained new ones, am so much more certain about my future (as opposed to everyone who doesn't know what they want to do) and can't wait for it! as i keep writing, i can't even remember what was so terrible about grade 10. but that's that, and i keep telling everyone that grade 11 is going to be the year. change is coming, and i just know something's going to happen! school year of 2009/2010, please don't disappoint me!

SO TODAY'S A REALLY, REALLY GOOD DAY! okay, not really since mom is being a know-it-all and it's her fault i fell over twice on the bus today :( <-- actually, yesterday because it's midnight now. but yeah, today I worked 8 hours (8am-4pm) and during that whole time all I did was pretty much do the cashier and make signs :D LOL. but came back from the island, and got my daily dose of facebook. first notification? Mandie tagging me in a picture from when we volunteered at the surrey children's festival! thought you forgotten about me :( HAHA good memories, my favourite event that i did. flirting with guys with stickers, answering our own surveys and meeting so many people :$ been doing so many volunteer stuff, but i won't bore you about that :) gonna do some vol stuff w/ tina guys on sunday, can't wait for that! than tasha's recital afterwards and can't forget about father's day! still gotta think of something to get x( um, second thing that made my day? READING SOMEONE'S BLOG ^^ but not gonna say any names, just that that's what the title of this blog is based on! OH AHAHA and i found this on miguel's blog:
http://media.mtvnservices.com/mgid:uma:video:cmt.com:401599
i love how when t-pain talks, he's still singing xD and yes, i am a huge taylor swift fan :) LOL she's converting me from rock to pop country. what has the world come to?

• block E (english11):
• alright, yes, bad start. I didn't study for a test i had today and i think i got 20/36, & that's if i'm lucky. honestly, it wasn't even that hard. he told us what was on it, but i didn't use it to my advantage. stupid me. i need motivation. but i'm pretty sure i'm going to ace the memory paragraph on monday, just watch me :D
• block F (french):
• okay, this class isn't going well either. at least in anything that has to do with oral stuff. myers thinks i have the attention spam of a goldfish (which I believe is three seconds) and it's just going horrible. I must practice my oral for tuesday!
• block G (planning):
• YAY! my favourite class this semester! so what, ms foster already assigned us three projects, but they're pretty easy (except for my YPI, but i love my group!) and just the people at my table make me LOL. it's going to be a good class <3
• block H (science):
• most boringest class EVER. but i have to do good, because i want to be a doctor when i grow up :D i must survive!...

Speaking of doctors, i heard that to get into the nursing programs, you need at least 400 hours of volunteering to show that "you care about your community," etcetc. i'm going to sign up for so many surrey events in may, and i'm getting a criminal record check next week! :) plus, i'm also attending a career in health workshop (= 5hrs of grad transitions). ah, it's going to be one good year <3

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